I think I really re-found my artistic joie de vivre as a result
of an emotional response.
My grandmother had passed and I was allowed to take from her
house whatever was important to me. Among many things I took was a collection of
craft paint.
Prior to my grandmother’s passing, I was not using craft
paint or much else as I had been stagnating artistically. But in going through my
grandmother’s art supplies I realized she had been stuck, too – fearful of not making
something beautiful or correct. She had bought a
bunch of things in preparation to create that perfect piece of art which sadly
didn’t happen.
I realized that to best honor her and myself was to start
creating and stop worrying about the final product. In doing so, I was also able to process her loss.
The craft paint
stumped me at first as with what to do with it as a paper artist. At that time
I probably would have been inept with finger paint, too. Then upon advice given
to me by a book by L.K. Ludwig, I started painting with it using a credit card
to spread it on a paper surface.
Using a so-so watercolor as a
base and I started dragging the color around with the card. Most of the craft
paint on this work was not applied using a paint brush. At the time, I still didn’t like it even with
the craft paint but now I find the piece interesting. It serves a reminder to just to produce and follows the theme of Karin’s recent post.
My grandmother’s passing was sad but it had a silver lining
because it made me realize that I needed to create art and to not be stuck to
in my own rigid rules and play
or per Sol Lewitt :
“Do!”
yea for the DO
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